Sucks.

Saturday, October 31, 2009


Sad die me. SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD.

I don't know what to say, I'm totally speechless now. Sometimes, getting to know the truth isn't great. Sometimes, the truth just sucks. I finally got to know the truth after spending so much effort into persuading you, and your answer is totally different from what i thought. This feeling sucks. Yes, it sucks. If i were to know that the truth will hurt me so deeply, and i will cry so hard upon knowing it, i would just give up right from the start. Stupid me. I just wanna die, now. NOW.
I hate reality, i hate the truth, i hate myself, i hate you.

"What for you cry when you don't even love him?"
"Then maybe I'm in love with him already..."

Begonia, sorry for going away all of a sudden without telling.