Many said that i look very emo, sound very sad and so. Some even said that I've changed. I don't know what's happening to me recently. Upside down, totally not that me.
Why can everybody be so happy?


School's a total bitch, especially when you need to stand for full 25 minutes for silent reading. School's a total bitch, because of all those sucky teachers and rules. School's a total bitch, because of all the activities. School's a total bitch, because of stupid people who I'm not close with at all showing me attitude. School's a total bitch, because i need to study. School's a total bitch, because of all those low marks i got for my tests. School's a total bitch, because Westwood sucks.

Life's a total bitch, especially when everything goes wrong. Life's a total bitch, because of quarrels everyday. Life's a total bitch, because of my damn laptop. Life's a total bitch, because of irritating siblings. Life's a total bitch, because of unreasonable people. Life's a total bitch, because i can't seems to be enjoying myself. Life's a total bitch, because of all the hurt inside me. Life's a total bitch, as i have to pretend every time. Life's a total bitch, because i can never explain this indescribable feeling inside me, which means nobody will understand me. Life's a total bitch, because of my stupid father. Life's a total bitch, because of people lying to you. Life's a total bitch, because you just can't seems to forget somebody. Life's a total bitch, because of love. Life's a total bitch, because life is unfair. Life's a total bitch, because of you.

To summarise this post, everything's a total bitch.


是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天,有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说,怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
Old old old song by A mei, but very nice.