Saturday, March 13, 2010



Boring. Spent the whole afternoon at home, was supposed to go out with Yeecheang and Wei en today but all forgotten to. Sad :( Begonia messaged me at 6 plus, saying that she wants to meet me up. SHE MISS ME TOO MUCH ALREADY! HAHAHA. Met up with her at 745pm together with Hr and T. Went slacking at playground, void decks, stairs and so. Her face turned damn red can! :x Went to sheng siong to get something, slack, walk around, slack, walk around. Begonia went to meet her baby, and i went home. Dad lied to me, tmd! Quarreled with him once i reached home, ugh.


"There comes a point where she miss someone so much that she could hear his voice echo in her head. And she could hear the names that he used to call her, the words he used to tell her. She memorized his laugh, his smile, and his silly ways. She could feel his arms around her and she don’t want to let go even though she know it’s just an illusion. She knew that looking back on the tears would make her laugh, but she never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make her cry. All she want is to go back in time, not to the time that they first met, but to the time that they were known as nothing, but strangers. She hide her feelings so no one would know. She put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. She's so used to hiding her feelings that she don’t even realize the pain she's causing for herself. Her thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter she didn’t show. And she's hurting no one but herself."