Friday, April 23, 2010


2651.) I seriously don’t think the pain will ever end

2629.) I know you are just joking. And you know that I really cannot laugh. And I actually cry myself to sleep just thinking about them, quite often.

2627.) All of a sudden, I wished I was non-existent for the moment.

2625.) I love to love love, but I’m afraid to love.

2607.) I just want a happy family.

2606.) I always wondered if you ever get the same feeling that I get when we don’t talk for a long time. Sometimes I over think and think that you’re mad at me or you’re avoiding me and I go crazy trying to rationalize why we haven’t been talking. Then I wonder if I should send you a text or something and come up with something to talk about. I guess you can say I miss talking to you.

2605.) Sometimes my closest friends are the ones that put me down the most.

2599.) I wish you would stop being so nice to me because all the little things you say and do just give me hope. Please, just stop. I don’t need false hope.

2598.) Broke my heart. Ripped it out. Threw it in the shredder. Poured acid on it. Ran it over with his dad’s car. Then gave it back to me.

2566.) I can’t do this by myself.

2561.) I wish you had meant what you said.

2535.) I hate the condition my dad and i are in right now. I wish we were closer. Like when I was a kid.

2531.) I hate not being able to tell my friends what’s going on with me. I hate not knowing myself what is going on with me.

2507.) I don’t think I can handle it anymore.

2467.) I’m always jealous of someone. I always want to be somebody else.

2367.) I don’t have the heart to hurt you in any physical way for what you’ve done to me. But I could show you the worse pain you’ve ever felt if only you were to trade places with me and see how I feel everyday inside.

2366.) I wish you could see exactly what you’re doing to me.

@blogconfessions, so true.
Thanks begonia for helping me to post yesterday, my Internet turned crazy crazy crazy.


School sucks like always. At times, i seriously do not feel like going to school at all. Sleeping during English and Math, crap. Captain and pull-ups for PE. 2G and 2H did not went for recess today cause we got punished by Mr Ong. In the end, he did not even came over -.- Whole class in PE attire, cute. performance during Literature. History, i think i failed the test man.
After school, kenny with BDFJSSSSW for lunch. Went back school for choir, Thanks Weiting and Yushan ♥

Laptop running out of battery and i have no idea where is the damn charger. Damn. Bye people.


Expected too much, got my hopes too high up... Why did i even believe you in the first place? Tell me you're lying. Please.